2. Another day - Another longing for

9 months already and still miss you.
Hi there, i thought about something this morning (or just realized).
Having a morning run and suddenly this came to my mind.
You let your whatsapp open to me for like 6 months is for a chance to me to contact you but im not?
You once told me that even you consider your ex as "DIE" you drink with your ex and let him drive you "Home". can it happen to me as well? please...

Mel, my ambition to be closer to you is still burning, i almost achieved my 1st milestone and if i achieved i will send you a message and ask you to meet up.

Hopefully, i can be your "Another Ex" that can drink with you, or can be better than him.

Love you

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