Only You

I keep remember, this month is a month of happiness for you.
we went to shopping mall, you just looking on a store selling watch.
i know you have the money to buy, but you just dont want to buy and i know you like it.
i bought it for you, and give it as your birthday gift.

Today, the day is coming again but now is without you.
still hard for me, i cant forget about you.
Mel, i want to have a short call with you. just want to hear You are Okay from your mouth.

Please take care yourself, and i wish you happy.

Shall i stay? 
Would it be a sin? 

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