Vanity

What am i doing now?

Wish you will see me again, through all of this you will see how much i love you and i miss you, all is in vain.

You will not "seeing" me again like it used to, it because of me? no, my heart still the same since the first time i met you, till now and the worse is this feeling is still looking up.

I think by remembering all of the good time, bring the good for me, but all is hurting me deeper and slower.

How long will i bare this pain? i want to meet you, just want you to know that i really miss you.


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